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lizabeth is home from russia/china/mongolia.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:54:01 GMT

here are some basic photographs from my trip.
i have hundreds more, so if you want... ask.
xxx lizabeth.

just arrived off the boat!

great wall and my hugeeeeee hips.

me and dylan!

st petersburg.

russia please.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 23:16:55 GMT

im pretty sad for what should be a really happy occasion. mike aka trout and i haven diecided to call it quits. i'm walking around my hotel room like somebody died. now that im finally alone, no friends around, it's hit me. and i seriously can't stop crying. i feel like somebody has died, and i can't go to thier funeral. im so pathetic.

in happier news... im in russia... FINALLY. It's nice to be here, and once i get over feeling sorry for myself it'll be the time of my life.

an update finally// time to re-vamp this thing.

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 06:20:11 GMT

He kept saying they were too new and bourgeois. That was his favorite goddam word. He read it somewhere or heard it somewhere, Everything I had was bourgeois as hell. Even my fountain pen was bourgeois. He borrowed it off me all the time, but it was bourgeois anyway.

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 19:09:55 GMT

this is lizabeth's lonely face.

ps i had a runny nose.

i got my shit together... finally.

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 19:43:51 GMT

top five things i bet you will miss

1. roadkill
2. cricket
3. sushi train
4. long necks
5. me

and some you prolly wont miss

1. overpriced alcohol
2. my sketchy driving
3. walking around all over paris
4. prime time news
5. me preaching jesus in my sleep

my new macbook is precious

& so is the camera in it!

this one is my fave.

i just got back from cambodia, it was a great experience... and Russia here i come. I am definetly excited. as you can tell trout (aka micheal) and i got back together, and i can tell this time it is for good. he's even considering moving to paris and exchanging from his uni to the uni of paris. i am so excited about my future especially with him.

were so precious.

my butt looks humongous.

xoxo lizz.

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 16:39:09 GMT

mike called again, waking up some feelings that i'd sent to bed. she asked how i've been and well i lied and said, "alright." my eyes hurt when they're not on him. just nevermind, nevermind what i say. so nevermind, you never mind what i say. "have a good time in sydney."

scumbags

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:41:47 GMT

dear scumbags

i hope you die and burn in hell for braking into my car and stealing my ipod (60gig full of amazing irreplacable music) and my little precious ibook computer, as well as my bag which contained my passport (no id left due to wallet getting stolen a few weeks ago, so no mexico city for me, which means no paycheck, which means no money), the new paperplane (sorry dylan, ill get you a new one) and my christmas present from perri (nicotine gum and chocolate). i also hope your death is very painful because the window you smashed is very expensive to fix. not only all this, i was returning to my car having spent my last cent on christmas presents. so its impossible for me now to do anything about all this. not until i save up enough money again to replace it all.

you have fucked up my christmas and it has just been a fucking horrible end to a horrible week.

yours sincerely
lizabeth

p.s. if i find you, im going to shoot you and your mother in the face for having giving birth to you. and if you think that sounds bad, you can go get fucked too. because i hate everything right now.

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:38:44 GMT

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TOO ME!!!

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 02:54:39 GMT

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

tomorrows my 19th birthday. ive come to realize that im gorwing up, but im not happy. uni is not for me. so im quitting, im becoming a flight attendant. I filled out the application, and i start training next monday. im excited, im going to visit the world. i may not post as much,but i def. will post.

heartbroken.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:29:25 GMT

he left me a message today.

xfairytalessuck: dont feeel good =[
sleeping, leave some

troutdoesntcare: bed - still not made
beard - still there
heart - missing you terribly

god. i miss him a lot.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:52:42 GMT

i just broke up with my boyfriend.
i thought he was the one.
it was really sad and unexpected...
i guess everything happens for a reason.
=[

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 18:02:25 GMT

I like love stories.

They remind you, that even in the simplest of plot lines, there is a part in the middle where your heart aches. A part where you can see where you want to be, but not how to get there.
They remind you that leaps of faith are scary, but get you where you need to be.
And in the end, though you may have fresh tears in your eyes, there is joy in your heart.

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 01:38:06 GMT

my new man.
haha.
im starting to love uni.
and mostly because of this kid.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 00:04:42 GMT

I love the feeling of u fukers telling me im wrong.
I love how everyone can say what they want at the time but when i try to fit my side in i get told i have to keep quiet.
My life is exactly what it is: MY FUCKING LIFE.
So why are you retarded people pretending to be a part of it? Sorry but the DO NOT ENTER sign means you dont enter. and I'm tired of seeing the same 16 17 year old faces running their mouths when they have no idea what they're talking about to start with.
You pretend to know everything about me when I never let you see it all in the first place?. I keep myself to ME because its MINE and I'm not letting you take that away EVER, I think this is very special and I thank you all for the time you have spent hating me.. but in the truth you are just proving that I'm not like you.which i think is GOOD. I've been told that honesty is the holiest disease ever ever ever- well I must be fucking infected hardcore. im not changing.no1 is asking you to understand it ok,so get the fuck over it.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 01:01:27 GMT

i heard the song on the radio today.
my eyes all teared up
and i had to pull to the side of the road.
its days like this i realize i miss him.
and i want him to come home.

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 23:37:20 GMT

TRUE LOVE

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 22:55:56 GMT

certain situations lead to .... certain situations

anyways
i got the job i went for!!!
don't ask me what i will be doing
because, i don't really know..?

also
some fucker put his hand in my bag on friday night whilst i was hangin out with my friends on the dance floor
and so i grabbed his arm
and pushed him really hard
and told him to get fucked
his girlfriend or fling was helping him

moral to this blog

don't try to steal my shit from my bag
eps whilst i'm wearing it
because i'm not affraid to let my anger follow through in these situations

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 03:29:13 GMT

i am currently amazed at how content i am at present. i seem to be spending alot of time staring. its almost as if i have finally realised how beautiful life is. nature, being the ocean, greenery and the perfect skies seems to be impressing me consistently- not to mention the people who i have, mistakenly and unintentionally in the past taken for granted. i seem to repetively get myself into situations where i look around in disbelief with how good things are. you know those times in which goose bumps and a sly smile become apparent when you are on your own being provided the opportunity to take in one large breath and appreciate your surroundings. i believe im at the stage in my life where i am witnessing the people i have grown up with turn into there own individual self. although what interests me so much is i am realising the same is happening to me. im starting to make supposed 'life changing' choices and it is extremely overwhelming. i get excited everytime at the thought that i can do almost anything i want to after uni. i realised the western materialism is 'getting' to me and this is not what i have grown up to value. i want to travel and learn a different side to life than what i have become comfortable with at such time. i believe this will be a positive experience that will lead to an optimistic and loving life...

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:42:33 GMT

cake

addie

addie and liz eating cake (FATTIES)

alice sleeping

alice's candle and blowing.

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:13:52 GMT

I had a faceoff with a motherfucking huge gigantic monstrous blood thirsty tarantula in the car last night...ok maybe not a tarantula...but it wasn't one of those wussy thin legged daddy ones either...HUNTSMAN...huntsman baby and it wanted to kill and had its eyes fixed on my sweet treasure! The man in the car...walker just screamed like a little bitch and I decided cursing like a filthy sailor at the thing would help...I had to squish it wit a slipper...but because I'm uncorrdinated I only got a few legs trapped...holding it hostage...so we're driving down the road and my weak guns are stretched out holding this spider trapped under a slipper on the window....walker still screaming or more squealing telling me to fix the situation....we finally pulled over ...where I tried to swiftly flick it out the door...but successfully just dropped it on my feet....I then proceeded to fly wit superman speed out the door.. and run up and down the road screaming shaking and jogging on the spot like a insane escaped mental patient to make sure the fucker wasn't on me...pulled my skirt up showing my knickers to the world ...the passing motorists would have been entertained. I can honestly say I almost soiled myself....very close!
I'm sorry to the spiders babies...please dont come after me...it had to be done!
and now I have to hop back in the haunted vechicle
that is all

stole this from addie.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 15:47:33 GMT

so ive decided to give you a tour of my room.
(ps me and some friends decided to be on our own for the summer and we moved into my parents vacation home.)

i got the balcony room.

bed.

light reading.

ikea..

you wish jellyfish.

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 00:58:24 GMT

so on the night of the a show.
i was sitting downstairs of the bar
and i was chatting to Cassidy
and i looked at some people
and they were leaning in for a kiss.
..just as there lips were about to touch
the guy pulls away and says you wish jellyfish
she pushed him off the ledge
hahhahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa
this made me smile.alot
babhahahaha i wish i was them
honestly.

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 19:38:05 GMT

walker and alice came over last night and we watched south park and now have some awesome catch phrases.

oh my.

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 22:20:57 GMT

-->What this is

Where butterflies make heart shaped lines down your back
and summer heat won't let any wind through your window.
we spend our nights on your bed
nearly naked.
nearly undone.
When your hands brush hair form my eyes
my heart goes through an ecstacy high
and comes back to a slap into reality.
And when your words leave your lips
it's like a thousand doves decorating the sky
only to be set up on fire.
and when we both feel so infinate
the morning after i feel so scratched up.
And when we both sware we won't let go
its like knives tracing our veins
attmepting pretty patterns
only to leave scars.
Sometimes i think its okay that you do this to me
that you take anything worth living for
right from inside my ribs,
only to have it pounded and abused
and returned with nothing but a heavy chest to live with day in and out.
The coffee pots are over flowing this morning,
your meds are lacking,
and the phones ringing.
Yesterday you were everything,
today your lacking class.
And maybe if your lucky, if I'm feeling strong enough,
I'll sing you to sleep tonight.
If im feeling alive.
If im feeling forgiving.

...

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 20:41:16 GMT

We take so much for granted. Little things around us or things that happen to make us appreciate life. Like those moments when you feel at total peace and blissfully happy for no reason at all. When you meet a beautiful person (not necessarily aesthetically) and you realize that you want to be like that. To help others love themselves, to not judge other people on what they have or their appearance because that is only looking at life 2 dimensionally, to approach life with a smile and to live for that moment because at that time nothing else exists. The past shapes you; the future doesnt exist so reflect on your past and try to be a better person tomorrow. Materialism is such a large part of society but it only makes people happy for a short time. It doesnt make you a beautiful person and after all its not really yours. You do not leave with it; you did not come with it you borrow it for the time that you're here. There is nothing more beautiful than natural. Be yourself despite what others say because its truly enlightening to be in the presence of someone that is comfortable to be themselves. Decide to live your dream. Life is so short. appreciate every moment & every person.It was not meant to be easy.For smooth seas do not create skillful sailors